I am one of the people who love the why of things.

All of the things i wanted to say boiled up to the surface all of the time and i just swallowed it right back. It made me want to scream sometimes and i could never figure out if that was the way things were supposed to be.

I only wanted to say something..just once that would make him feel as if I might be worth knowing

Even if I told him, I knew it wouldn't change a thing. It wouln't make things better or worse

I've stopped wondering if it made any difference to him at all

Sorry I know i'm not the most comfortable shoulder to lean on but those are just my broken parts coming through the surface too

I won't ever get the answers. I won't ever get the answers. 

The silence, it hurts me, just so you know...Obviously you don't see it hurts me

Kalau saya takde? (cerita ini saya terbaca dr fb kwn saya)

Name aku Amir.. Aku de sorg awek.. Sorg??? huhu.. Awek aku ni mmg lawa giler r!! Sbb die lawa tu r aku ngn membe2 aku berebut.. Nasib aku baik la, aku dpt jugak die....memandangkan aku ni pun kategori org yg handsome.. hahaha..

OOPS! lupe! Name awek aku ni Nadia.. Kitorg x same kampung tp satu sekolah.. Satu hari ni aku dpt twrn smbung blajar kt satu IPTA ni.. Awek aku pn dpt.. Alhamdulillah result SPM kitorg cemerlang walaupun aku pun x percaye boleh dpt 7A.. Hahaha.. Tp mmg giler r.. Walaupun kos yg ditawarkn same, tp aku terlambung kt utara n die lak kt Selatan..

Die ni kuat jeles tu jgn ckp laa.. hidup aku dia yg aturkan.. selama aku satu sekolah dulu, jgn hrp la aku nk kuwa ngn membe2 perempuan aku.. Jgnkn kuwa same, pndg pun x boleh.. Kdg2 aku rimas jugak ngn die.. T aku ckp byk ngn die, mau die marah2 then merajuk.. Benci tul aku.. Aku tau die sygggg sgt2 kt aku. Aku tau die mmg x lyn mane2 lelaki yg cube usyar line die.. Kdg2 aku bengang jugak if ade lelaki yg hntr2 msj kt die walaupun die x reply..

Tp sebenarnye aku ade sorokkan sumthing drp die.. Disebabkan kitorg pun da terpisah jauh, aku mule la nk test market kt utara ni.. Jahatkn? Aku rase bebas!!! Aku pn rase die mcm tu jgk kot.. Yelah, die kn lawa.. Msti r ramai jantan usyar die.. Disebabkan aku nk menutup perasaan prasangka yg buruk2 tu, aku mula r berkawan ngn ramai perempuan kat sini.. Setiap kali org tanye status aku, mesti aku jwb aku single.. Aku selalu kuwa ngn member2 perempuan aku kat sini.. Mmg lagak cm org single.. Aku selalu teringatkan die time aku tgh berfoya2.. Bile wktu mlm sebelum tidur, msti die yg call aku.. Aku? Kdg2 kot.. Tp aku syg sgt kt die.. Aku ckp kt die, membe2 aku kt sini semuanye jantan.. Die ckp die pun same.. Sebelum kitorg end call mst die cerita2 kenangan kami bersama.. Die selalu ckp, "kalau sy da x de baru awk leh gatal dgn perempuan lain".. Kdg2 aku mrh die sbb die ckp yg bukan2 walaupun hakikatnya aku mmg da menggatal da pun.. Kdg2 aku selalu jgk create pergaduhan ngn die.. byk kali die nangis time gaduh2 ngn aku.. pernah tu aku tertengking dia.. kesian die......... 

"SAYA SAYANG AWAK! SAYA NAK AWAK!"

Tibe2 aku terkejut drp lamunan.. Rupa2nye member perempuan aku, Tiqah.. Aku pn dgn bangang aku terima..

Mase duit PTPTN kuwa, aku beli sebijik henpon lg. Satu henpon khas tok msj Nadia, satu g utk Tiqah.. Dlm tempoh aku belajar kt sini, mcm2 tipu aku wat.. Aku tipu dua2 perempuan tu.. Tp hati aku tetap sygkn Nadia.. Mungkin sbb jauh, perasaan tu kdg2 bercampur.. Tiqah pn mcm Nadia.. Sejak aku couple ngn minah ni, aku dah x kuwa ngn member2 perempuan lain.. semuanya kembali mcm mase aku ngan Nadia dulu.. Aku terasa bersalah sgt.. Tp dlm mase yg same aku just nk hilangkan perasaan bosan sorg2 kat sini.. "Kalau la Nadia tau.." Kdg2 aku terfikir nk berterus-terang.. Tp aku x berani.. Kalau dulu aku tidur pukul 1.30, sekarang ni pkul 3.30 kdg2 pkul 4.. Yelah sbb nk gayut dgn dua2.. Semua org x tahu siapa aku sebenarnya walaupun roomate aku sendiri.. Setiap kali aku balik kampung, Nadia x balik.. Yelah.. U dgn sekolah mane same.. Cuti lain2.. Cume ade sekali tu kitorg dpt cuti same2.. Cuti raye kn.. Time aku jumpa ngn Nadia, aku sorokkan henpon satu lg tu kat rumah.. Nadia makin lawa! Berseri2.. Mane2 lelaki tgok gerenti r cair ni.. Nadia ckp cinta die hanya utk aku.. Selama die berpisah dgn aku, die semakin rindu, semakin syg n cintakn aku.. Utk hilang rase camtu, die habiskan mase dgn belajar.. Kdg2 die ckp belajar smpai tau2 da mlm.. Die happy sbb hati aku masih x berubah utk dia sorang.. ERR! aku terasa bersalah sgt.. "Kalau sy da x de, baru awk leh gatal dgn perempuan len tau!" ckp die sambil tergelak2.. Perkataan tu da berjuta kali kot die sebut.. Aku tgok muke die yg lembut tu.. Die bersuara, kalau habis belajar, die nk aku ikat die sebagai tunang.. Pastu die nk kami kerja, kumpul duit byk2 n kahwin then sambung belajar lg.. Beria2 die menceritakan impian die kt aku...

Permainan aku berlarutan sehingga sem yg ke 4...

Pada satu hari ni aku g makan ngn Tiqah mcm biasa... Heboh kampus aku jd tuan rumah untuk satu pertandingan perbahasan antara IPTA. Kebetulan hari ni ulangtahun ke 3 aku ngan Nadia.. Mcm biase aku g mkn ngn Tiqah kt cafe.. Mase Tiqah tgh ambil lauk, aku terniat hati nk cek msj die.. Terhenti jantung aku, berlambak2 msj sorang jantan yg bersayang2 kt  inbox dia.. Aku pn angin r.. Mase Tiqah duduk, aku soal2 dia smpai menangis minah tu.. Sebelum ni x terniat pulak aku nk cek.. Tiqah ckp die ttp sygkn aku.. Aku pun mula terfikirkn Nadia.. Tibe2 ade sekumpulan awek dtg kat meja aku time2 gini la pulak.. X lame pastu aku nmpk Nadia.. Aku menelan air liur..  Rupe2nye, Nadia ambil bahagian dalam pertandingan tu.. Bila Tiqah nmpk ramai2 awek tu dtg kt aku, pelik r die.. N dgn kuasa Allah, semua terbongkar pada saat tu.. N Tiqah sendiri mengaku yg dielah awek aku kt depan Nadia.. Aku tgok Nadia menangis.. Die x bercakap sepatah haram perkataan pun.. Cume die berikan aku sekotak hadiah ulangtahun kami sebelum dia tinggalkn aku.. Aku terus putuskan hubungan aku ngn Tiqah.. Mase aku balik hostel, puas aku call Nadia.. Aku hntr msj berlambak2 kt die.. die x reply pn... Aku sedar, die dah benci aku..

Rupanya Nadia masih menerima aku.. Aku happy sgt2.. Aku berjanji x nk kecewakn die lg.. 2 minggu kejadian itu berlalu.. Org2 sekeliling aku mula menjauhkan diri daripada aku.. Nk2 yg member2 perempuan aku la.. Aku dah x kesah da.. Aku dah berubah.. Aku cuma nk dapatkn keputusan yg cemerlang sampai time akhir sem nanti. Aku nk dptkn kerja baik2.. Apa2 pun aku nk ikat Nadia dulu.. Kdg2 aku berasa malu sgt kt Nadia nk2 bila teringatkn mak ayah dia.. Nasib baik die x pergi report kat mak n ayah dia.. hehe.. Dlm tgh syok2 berangan sambil membelek2 kemeja baru hadiah ulangtahun daripadanya mase hari kejadian tu, tibe2 aku dpt msj drpd member Nadia.. "Nadia eksiden!" Ermm.. Hati aku tibe2 jd x sedap.. Msj kedua drp member die smpai lg.. Terasa panas muka aku bile bace msj tu.. "Nadia da X DE.. Die kne langgar ngan kereta mase lintas jln.." Mcm org gila pas aku bace msj tu.. Aku ambil keputusan balik kejap kampung walaupun terpaksa ponteng kelas..

Aku rase kosong.. Kosong sgt.. Teringat gelak tawa die, teringat suara die, muke die yg lawa tu.. Aku menangis dlm bas.. Aku x peduli ngn org2 yg pndg aku.. Kali ni aku betul2 menyalahkan diri aku.. Semua kenangan aku ngan Nadia bermain dlm kepala aku.. Aku xmampu menahan perasaan sedih ni.. Berulang kali aku bace msj terakhir Nadia mlm td.. "Awk, sy nk tido.. Mcm biase, sy sygkn awk utk selamanye walaupun awk da lukekn ati sy, sy maafkn... Tp ingat! Kalau sy x de baru awk leh gatal ngn perempuan len tau! Hehe.. Nk mrh la tu.. Sy leb awk! Sweet dreamz.."  Ya Allah! Kuatkn hatiku ni.. Semasa aku sampai, jenazahnya belum tiba lagi.. Ye.. Aku pun terus mencoretkan kisah ini.. Semoga menjadi pengajaran kt korang.. Air mata aku berguguran sepanjang mencoretkan kisah ni.. Tapi  aku tau, Nadia x kn kembali da.. X de lg msj Nadia, panggilan Nadia.. X de dah ungkapan "kalau sy x de" tu dah..

Teman2.. Aku mintak sedekahkanlah fatihah utk nya.. Mungkin ada yg memperlekehkn kisah aku ni.. Tp bg aku, inilah kisah yg plg bermakna utk aku.. Utk selamanya aku menyayangi kau, Nurul Nadia bt Zainarruddin..

Mungkin kejap lagi jenazahnya tiba.. Aku nk bersiap2 utk beri penghormatan terakhir buat die yg aku sygi.. Sememangnya cinta die utk aku shgga akhir nafasnya... Aku mampu merelakan pemergiannya... Tabahkn hatiku Ya Allah.... -Al Fatihah..... 

trust, relation, promise and heart

Promises for some people are just like a joke . . they give the punchline and laugh about it. While some people take it seriously. When you promise...give it all youve got cause the person youre telling to hopes that you make your promise to reality.

I’m so sick of men making these promises and  even if they mean it at the time, and with all their heart, Sometimes a few days later, they claimed, OMG! Sorry I can’t do it.  And realized how stupid they were to make such a promise. And the girl? Oh well, they were told to believe a promise. But if they don’t, then they’re thought to be too cynical, and people will blame them and say they are just distrusting of all men, and that they’re pathetic. But if they naively believe, then the girls will be called silly and unrealisitic and gullible. So either way a girl can’t really win. People tell us to just “take it lightly.” Ok, if we’re supposed to take promises lightly, WHY DO YOU CALL IT A PROMISE?? If it were meant to be taken lightly, then DON’T put your word on it, and don’t call it a promise. Call it… a hypothesis. Or a guess. Or a possibility. Or even a “maybe”.

I tell him a few times dont promise me anything, a promise means that you will do it no matter what, if you know you cant keep it then dont bother saying it. If i know i wont be able to keep them i wont make them. I hate people who break promises its not just 2 words, those words are strong and they can be capable of crushing someones dreams if you let them. I think this has something to do with my trust issues, i find it really hard to trust people because i know what it feels like to get let down over and over again

You may ask, why is he promising? Can’t he just see me tomorrow? Perfect guy, perfect everything… just wrong location and… thousands of miles away. He says we’ll see each other  “Just wait for me.”    I got so frustrated that I teared up. I got so angry just  because i've been hurt in this way. Where a guy asks them to wait, or tells them that they’ll be ..… and the girls will keep waiting, and waiting, and waiting. Until they are so disappointed and so angry… and at the same time, their self confidence fails. Thinking, “why isn’t he coming back? calling back? just… back? Am I not good enough? Did I do something wrong?”

Men… When you do this: give false promises, break it, … not only is it deceitful, hurtful, and cowardly, do you know what you do to the woman??

1. We will question all of our actions and dissect every last detail of our past interactions with you to try to figure out what went wrong, to try to assess blame on the right moment, dialogue, thing… ANYTHING!

2. You break her. Not her heart, but her trust in men. She will have less trust for the next one that comes along. Maybe even one that actually means it.

Does she mad at you? Yes, eventually. But many times, she’ll still take your call and she will initially  blame on herself.

And the guys who wants to break a relation smoothly just follow the following steps-

a) Always promise, but always break it.

b) Always try to break the trust

c) Tell lies as often as possible, and let urself get caught red handed.

If you follow these steps you dont need to say Good bye to 1, these words will fly automatically from the other side.

But think it hundred times, ''Do we have the right to play with someone's trust, someone's heart, someone's life ? ''

''WE DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO PLAY WITH ONE'S FEELINGS''

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE! !

Medicine

This is interesting topic, i do feel that most of people out there doesnt know what happen inside the profesion rather than only the superficial part of it only :-

I've met so many of medical specialists, who work in medical field long before we even born, they would always ask typical Q

1) Why do u take medicine?
     Are you ever feel regret to choose this path before?
- You can answer it as honest as possible or just say bcoz "i wanna help people". Everybody have their reason to become doctor either for  money, fames, coolness, respectable, family request or truly to help people out.
- No sir, im not regretting but i do find this is interesting.

*My point here is if you really not into it, better dont ever to think to be doctor. If for money, fames, etc, there's a lot more profession out there.

2) After you answer their Q "Honestly" they will say "haha, let's see your answer after you become doctor"

* He said if he can rewind time, he wont become doctor and be something else

So get my point? If You really really really really really really wanna do medicine because you into it and wanna help people so then maybe you can survive it. Otherwise, before graduating from medical school you will start to feel regret, after become HO, the feeling getting more, and maybe you end up Quitting it.
SO think, before you do, ask your relative to thnk wisely before he/she wanna do medicine.
This field is not as cool as the House,scrub etc TV shows, that's far from reality in Malaysia

Are you ready to read up 1000++ pages of book for each topic?
Getting 'bang' by specialist from your lack of knowledge or case presentation?
Ready to on call for 36 hours, the next day morning, Do not screwed up the next day, try to differentiate which one is right and left before say anything.

If you ready, Good Luck to become my colleague later =)

The Voice Inside My Head

I have a little voice inside my head. We all do. Today, take a few minutes to be still and quiet. Listen to your inner voice and write. Whatever it is that's in there, let it out. What have I done? A million thoughts run through my head. Somewhere deep down, I know it's nothing, but it takes a while to make myself stop worrying.
On and on the days go on. And on and on for what i made wrong ...I never again and again count it over.What would you say to me?If i ask you why? confuse myself ..There are crazy things that trying to be hide.herm..

1. (Voiceover):Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us.- Lucas Scott (Chad Michael Murray)

2. Lucas: Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world... or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives. For better... or worse.
Keith: Just breathe, Lucas. It's all gonna be okay.
3. Lucas: Peyton! It's you.
Peyton: What?
Lucas: When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me. It's you. It's you Peyton

4. There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up. - Lucas Scott (Chad Michael Murray)

5. You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?. It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it. - Lucas Scott (Chad Michael Murray)

6. (voiceover) Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back. - Nathan Scott (James Lafferty)

7.(voiceover) At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one. - Peyton Sawyer (Hilarie Burton)

Memories

Ever since I was young, I kept letters, postcards, diaries and everything that give me some memories which I've been through. I would often spend hours reading through the collection and realized that these collections were telling the story of my life. I kept and save all emails and reading over and over again. People reveal parts of themselves that they don't usually reveal when they're speaking. I think the written word is so precious that to have somebody write to me is far more thoughtful than an email or a text. It's something that can be held and kept for all time.

** Read and read, analyzed and treasured

love it!!

 

Deleting strangers [sorry, i don't trust strangers]

My experience while chatting with strangers online.There are quite a few things I remember and mmg cnfirm xsuke..I used to chat on YM and there were a lot of creepy.hihi.Sorry to say..I truly dislike when people I don't know ask me to accept them on YM. I usually do that but now I found myself in a place where i have a lot of ym buddies or Fb buddies and I haven't chatted to them at all.That's awful.Okay I deleted u from my ym list, fb list. I even don't know what for I had added u there and it just my mistake.

Speaking of love online, a friend of mine met a guy at fb and they got attracted and decided to meet and now they are couple. To be honest.. I would like to have such a fairy tale story but i know one thing for sure, when i'm not with my lover, i will be wondering, what is he doing now?hmm..chatting to some sexy girl online?heeee.no trust will be there and i'm sure he will think the same.So, no online love for me.Nope thanks.hehhe =)

The reason y I'm so reluctant to add strangers on Fb. First, I am active on fb meaning, I log on atleast once a day. Adding strangers usually come with the "ice-breaking" stage and it includes effort and work before a proper friendship can be formed. What this mean to me is that, if u wanna be my friend, you have got to have the ability to tune in to my radar. In the same way, I must be able to do the same too and I don't like wasting time to know someone that I don't know and cannot be trusted.That's y I delete, I block and I ignore.

Happy Ending

For me, happy ending is when the person feels as though they're able to face the day, when they feel that they can get through the moments and they're happy to be alive. It's not about find the man of your dreams, it's about finding the happiness within ourselves.Create my own future with my own way. That, for me is happy ending.How it's the most precious thing that we have, how often we take time, and whom we spend it with, for granted. Many people have said to kme, "Oh if I could just be in two places at once" or If I could just clone myself, I'd be able to get things done. I wondered if we could be in 2 places at once, where would we choose to be??? and how we learn a harsh lesson about what's important.

" Sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment… you never gave up hope."


I guess this is what you call life, and I guess that this is what everybody is ultimately striving for - their own personal happy ending, despite how much we deny it. We all want to stand out and attract that one special person, and we do anything and everything we can to achieve this goal.We sacrifice so much, that even if we just felt that person slipping away, it still hurts like hell.but like the last line of the quote says, there’s something beautiful in never giving up hope. So what I wanted to say is this: we may put too much of our hearts on the line, and we may sacrifice all we have for the wrong guy at the wrong time…but ladies, DO NOT give up hope. Because once we’ve found someone who will just not quit on us for once, it will be amazing. And that will be our happy ending. <3<3 =)

** Maybe for once, it's not about the happy ending maybe it's about the story
p/s..cerita inie ade rekaan semata-mata =P

Passionate Minds

 I have trouble actually describing myself because I'm always suspicious of people who start describing themselves especially men.hahaha. Ok, why are you trying to tell me what you are? It is very difficult for me to talk about myself and where exactly I get my ideas from. The answer is life. I absorb everything around me, all the people I've met and all the places I've been, all the stories I've heard, musics, books and absolutely anything and everything inspires me. I allow my mind to wander, I ask questions and look for answers and then I try to think of more answers and I love feeling clarity.I watch people, I listen to people and I like to view things from a different angle and finally again..haha sometimes I'm emotional. I think that's just the way I am. If I write something I write for myself because I'm so passionate bout it and it gives me such joy.=). The ordinary things in my life can affect the lives of others whether it's just for a moment. All our journeys are different and we all deal with circumstances in different ways. What ties us together is our ability to feel the same emotions.

** I just like to write when I feel the moment's right, when I feel like I've something to say .xoxo

Being Me...

 I wrote this because I was tired of all these things people want you to be, how we should be, how we should look, turning us into robots. But I won't!. Some people, some of them friends, say I am different from others and I think I like it. It proves me, that I dare to be different. The poem is about being different and others seeing you as being nothing, cause you don't look or act, or care about the same things they do.

 Nothing Girl

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,

maybe I don't care about the things

that make your world twirl,
maybe you look at me and think :
What a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
If this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
you face must be picture perfect
and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted.

Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

Words of Love and Appreciation

Kisah Rumput

Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm...baiklah, sekarang kamu buatapa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye...mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah...apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.


Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. 

Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas