feeling downn

Arini pg2 rasa cm smgt je nk pg keje.tibe masa petang rsa down Kerja mmg pnt.tp atleast klu de smgt dr seseorang mesti pnt tu hilang Tp apakan daya..tinggl harapan.ingtkn bila die ckp mcmtu aritu.. Btol la die nk buat.tp harapn tggl harapan. Suke bg harapan tp tak cube nk tunaikn Atleast bgla tau dlu.takyhla setiap ksli kite tnya. Ni bila da tnya leh jwb slumber mcm xdepape.sorry pun xde Rasa pape pun tak.kalu tak rasa nk buat jgnla sebyt.once sebyt Da jatuh jd harapan.takdela kisah sgt klu sibuk kje.tp ni relax je jwb.atleast bgla tau Nak pergi aussie pun cni jgk Kecewa rasa kdg2.kite buat pape xde pun ckp ape.2..bkn slalu balik Sekali sekala pun susah nk luangkan masa.. Herm..takpela Diamkan aje..bnyk rasa mkn hati..yela sspe la kita.tak berhak nak dpt Layanan istimewa Takpela nanting smbg belajar duduk sorg2.takyah nak harapkan Ape2 da dr sesapa.kalau hati ni kebal kan bgus.. Btol2 kecewa rasa..bahagia tu hanya untuk seketika.. Baik percaya dgn allah je.percaya dgn manusia makan hati jr bnyak.

This Song is Dedicated to You... I Mean YOU!

This is my fav song.really2.i only dedicate this song to the one i loved. I wonder if the miles have been crossed and I wonder if he misses me, I wonder if he loves me. I think it’s even harder for me to comprehend right now that I could tell you this to your face, but you wont understand a word I say, and you won’t know who I am. I miss you. Even though you are in front of me. But i think i should forget bout it..sbb hnya saya yg merasainya..saya tatau awk.. I dedicate this song to you..yes you :)

Loyalty

bersmbung kisah semalam..sebernanya dah lupe da nak tulis pasal smlm.harini terasa nak cerita pasal loyalty.hermm Loyalty..how important is it to you? Yes. I personally believe that all people shoud be loyal and truthful in life. From my observations, loyalty has become a very rare commodity. Tp2 tak semua orang boleh setia. Loyal, respect and trust 3 elemen penting dalam sesuatu perhubungan.cewahhh hahaha ok rasa cm kelakar plak. Kenapa sesetengah orang susah untuk setia? sbb untuk mencari yg terbaik.yes semua orang nak yg terbaik.Tapi sebelum kita mencari yg terbaik, ukur diri sendri dulu. Cukup terbaik ker kita ni? Dah sempurna? Daripada mencari yg terbaik baiklah kita sendiri berusaha menjadi yg terbaik.Barulah sempurna kan? Kan seronok mcmtu. Kadang2 selalu nampk pasangan yg selalu merahsiakan sesuatu,daripada pasangan nye. Contohnya..bile nak pergi dating je ok kene delete message,log call ni nanti kalu gf aku baca kantoi la.takpun gadoh besar. Ok for me, kenapa perlu delete kalau rasa tak buat salah? unless mmg ade sesuatu nak sorok. ok lg satu reason org slalu bg sbb takut gf jeles or pk bkn2.ok let me tell you..siapa yg buat dia berfikir bkn kalau bkn kita sendri yg sorokan. kalau mmg tak buat salah, tak perlu sorok,cuma terangkan yg sepatutnya.jeles?ok mestila ade.perempuan kan...tp kalau terangkan awl2 jeles tu akan jatuh no 2.no 1 untuk elakkan berfikir bukan2.hati si perempuan ni pun tenang.pasal jeles tu kan boleh pujuk...sekejap je kalau kene caranya. simple.why make things so complicated? haih..tapi kalau dah mmg ade pasangan yg tak setia..there is no point staying in a relationship and being disloyal. Ok, this is something I have been thinking about lately. I know loyalty is important, but at what point do you decide that you are being loyal to the wrong person or the wrong cause??Patut ke setia even bkn dalam relationship? Can someone help me? Any thoughts on this? Loyalty..ih has to be a two way street.not only one person.Otherwise, you are just being disloayal to yourself. My loyalty like my respect,is something that is not easily given. In the end, we can only be loyal to those whom have been loyal to us. Our failure in being loyal really boils down to one thing..selfishness! but what for being loyal untuk seseoarang yang tak mahu? sad kan? hahaha ok ignore. merepek aje. The last thing I would say..kehidupan kita kdg2 ade turun naik..semua allah dah tentukan.Ape yg kita buat dekat orang mesti datang balik samaada balassan untuk diri sendri, anak2 ataupun orang terdekat. Jadi sama2 la kita muhasabah diri..apa yg terjadi mesti ade salah silap yg kita buat masa lalu. Berusahala menjadi yg terbaik di jalan Allah..diredhai Allah. pesan untuk saya jgk.manusia tak lari dari kesilapan kan? Sama2 la kita menerima keburukan dan kekurangan masing. Kekurangan seseorang boleh jadi pelengkap bg seseorang.. :)

Intentions

assalammualaikum.. okey lg skali tulis.harini nothing to do coz saya sorang2 kat umah.menulis la jwbnye.mama abh semua keluar.malas nak ikut.just wanna stay at home menghabiskan masa.tp2 sebelum menghabiskan masa tu kene buat keje rumah dlu la.kalau tak mmg confirm mama bising nanti.hihi biasala mak kan. just now adila ajak keluar pergi ou or cari tempat spa yg best.ikutkan hati nak pergi since tangan sakit tersalah urat agaknye angkat barang cara tak betul.Tapi memandangkan mcm best duk umah.so saya membuat keputusan hanya duduk di rumah for today. for now..i like to write things.kenape eh? oh sbbnye drpd tulisan i can express my feelings.even kalau nak express feeling kat someone pun.bkn dia phm kan?so just keep silent la. tulis kat sini boleh lepaskan semuanya.kalau tulis kat orang blom tentu ade response. Sometimes I wish people would be honest and say, "hey I'm coming into you life but I've no intentions of staying, so dont get attached". okey berbalik kepada cerita mlm smlm..alamak mama abah dah balik.continue mlm nanti..tadaaa :)

I want to be loved, not hurt

hello my dearest bloggers how are you doing? I know..it's been awhile, Finally i published a blog just now.:D Bile cuti baru ade masa. I just need to smile to replace my frustration. I am going to use my defense mechanisms to control myself and not to be upset. pls guide me ALLAH..insyallah amin.. :) boring kan selalu cerita pasal love love blablabla..tp still happened kan.how though i am.. i still cannot run kan?so embrace it la. how bout me? huh..I am grieving still..I need to grieve and occupy myself with works works worksss..eventhough I dont even like it. I am tired..herm no exhausted in trusting.might be the surrounding makes things worst. I didn't feel any protection. I felt I was all alone.I decided i walked off for good than chasing.Sad isn't it? Most of my energy is gone. I feel that I only have a piece of me left. One of the messages Y u always like this? huh? my answer " you should ask urself" but as usual im just quiet,simpn sendri. I will keep my prayes to be protected from being hurt. I dont want to be hurt.peace :)

I really love ice cream… a lot.
I like arts and crafts.
I absolutely love sunsets over the ocean.
I have learned not to trust most people.
He’s amazing.
She’s amazing.
I’m not sure if this is a good thing, or a bad thing.
I notice when people are rude, disrespectful or dishonor other people. I usually don’t say anything. But I notice. I think that may be the worst thing I’ve ever done.
I like to eat very much
 I have a high metabolism and have always been thin

since you don't seem to realize what you've done, I guess I have to come right out and tell you that your actions have caused harm. Is that what you intended to do–hurt me? Maybe you were just trying to get my attention. Maybe you were showing off how good you are But my gut instinct says your intent was to cause me pain, and I think you should know you did. this isn't something that just goes away. It'd be nice if the healing process were fast